When I was younger I thought that you could only really love one person in your life and that would be it.

Of course I don't think that anymore. Now I love a lot of people, my family, my friends, and our cat. But I'm still a generaly lonely person. I find it hard to reach out. I guess that's why I have this diary.

Sorry to be so sappy. I'm just in that kind of mood. I wish I wasn't alone right now.

Here I am curled up in bed all alone and cold. I want to be mothered right now I think. I hope I'm not so sappy by the time the girl gets home. I just want her to come in here and hold me.

I think I took too much cold medicine. It's making me too honest.